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| all i am going to say is
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and this week sucked and so did this weekend
leave me alone. dresden dolls fits today
"Bad Habit"
Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...
And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy
& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum
And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy
And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit
And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
And anyone can see the signs
Mittens in the summertime
Thank you for your pity, you are too kind
And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
They dont know that their minds are teething
Makes me want to give mankind a beating
I'm tried bandages and sinking
I've tried gloves and even thinking
I've tried vaseline
I've tried everything
And no-one cares if your back is bleeding
They're concerned with their hair receding
Looking back it was all maltreating
Every thought that occurred misleading
Makes me want to give myself a beating....
good song.
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| idk...
i am just in a mood..
ever feel like no one trusts you even a little?
i do, right now...
oh well its life
saturday sucked!
night. | | |
| i feel like crap physically
but mentally i am on cloud nine... hahaha
i don't know why, but what i do know is i am in a good mood somewhat, even though school was today, one of my guys in my marketing Dept in Entrepreneurship is a major douche and school overall was a mndless drag.
i am just happy.
I wish school wasn't back, i had a fantastic vacation, but then think about it... we then have like 5 more weeks!! its BEAUTIFUL!
Prom in like 3 weeks!
Memorial Day Weekend and senior skip day
Senior Safe Night
Graduation!<3
it shall go buy fast
but i can wait.
Life is wonderful. | | |
| these are the songs i listened to the most this week.
"Little Lover's So Polite" Band: Silversun pickups!
So much for the light show
Pissing on while pissing off
Sucking in a smokescreen
Selling of a loose knit dream
Folding up the skyline
Agreeing on a steep decline
Cant control this airplane
Being caught is just the same
Headed for a lowlife
Little lover's so polite
Waking up the core needs
With smelling salts and faulty means
Did the bones collide
Who let the bones collide
Why did the bones collide
([Nikki:] it's always the same way for me
Ending in the same way.)
So much for the showdown
Keeping up while keeping off
Choking on the cold feet
Rolling up the plastic sleeves
Can't control the slow ride
Little lover's so polite
Turning off the low light
Tell me did the bones collide
The bones collide
The bones collide
Little lover's so polite
So polite
So polite
Turning off the low light
([Nikki:] it's always the same way for me
Blue turns soft with time
Broke remains, an everyday disguise
Ending in the same way. . .the same way)
Tell me did the bones collide
The bones collide
The bones collide
Little lover's so polite
So polite
So polite
"Apple Blossom"
Band: The White Stripes
hey little apple blossom
what seems to be the problem
all the ones you tell your troubles to
they don't really care for you
come and tell me what you're thinking
cause just when the boat is sinking
a little light is blinking
and i will come and rescue you
lots of girls walk around in tears
but that's not for you
you've been looking all around for years
for someone to tell your troubles to
come and sit with me and talk awhile
let me see your pretty little smile
put your troubles in a little pile
and i will sort them out for you
i'll fall in love with you
i think i'll marry you Icky Thump
Band: once again... THE WHITE STRIPES <3 NEW SINGLE
IIIIIIIIIEEEEEE
Icky thump
Who' da thunk?
Sittin' Drunk on a wagon to mexico?
Ah Well
What a chump
Well my head got a bump
When I hit it on the radio
Redhead senorita
Looking dead
Came and said
"Need a bed?"
en espanol
I said
"Gimme a drink a water
I'm gonna 'sing around the collar'
And i don't need a microphone."
Icky thump
With a lump in my throat
Grabbed my coat
And i was freaking
I was ready to go!
And i swear
Besides the hair
She had; One white eye
One black stare
Lookin' up
Lyin' there
On the stand
Near her hand
Was the candy cane
Black rum, sugar cane,
Dry ice (and) something strange
La La La La La La La
La La La La La La La
White americans what?
Nothing better to do
Why don't you kick yourself out
You're an Immigrant too?
Who's using who?
What should we do?
Well you can't be a pimp
And a Prostitute too
Icky thump
Hand cuffed to a bunk
Robbed blind
Looked around
And there was nobody else
Left alone
I hit myself with a stone
Went home and learned how
To clean up after myself
"Black Star"
Band: Radiohead<3
I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gown
Well what am I to do?
I know all the things around your head and what they do to you
What are we coming to?
What are we gonna do?
Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home
The troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating you
I try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that I last slept with you
What are we coming to?
I just don't know anymore
Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home
I get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of you
I keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like you
What am I coming to?
I'm gonna melt down
Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky
Blame it on the satellite that beams me home
This is killing me
This is killing me
ok those are all awesome songs, but i am not even close to finishing this.. lol i'll just add more songs some other time! | | |
| welll work is gay! hahaha i am gonna look for a new job tonight the whole we're gonna make you do a buncha stupid crap thing is getting veryyy very old. today was a very tiring day, one i didn't get much sleep and had to work at 7am ew and two my boss was a complete and utter butt. in the words of amanda "she really made me wanna punch babies!" lol i applied for a job AGAIN at compusa! hah its so stupid cuz they NEVER EVER call back. LOL and i am gonna apply to a few more places. so we shall see, if i get anything back, if i don't i might have to set market basket on fire and have an indian pow wow.
i love how i have to work my butt off fore measly money while managers stand around and boss you and act wicked beachy and they make more money... APPARENTLY i am not qualified for that. hah i am the bitchiest person i know! i am hoping to see amanda soon mhmm i miss her dearly and it has only been like a couple days i kinda need that mondar time. i need alot of down time too. idk i am just really pissed off and really stressed out over a bunch of nonsense. i don't want to go back to school.... the thought of education is making me queezy. i hate school very very much! well, i am gonna go do my hair or something hahaha
bye!
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